bout today

some people, some thing that happened, some incident, some stupid idiot, some nonsense that appeared today.so frustrated, so negative, so unhappy, so tired, so sad, so pain, so hopeless, so helpless and FEEL SO TINY in this world. [ yet, this feeling is not call emo ]. emo is not a feeling, is a style. a lot of people are misunderstood bout the emo. nah, never mind, is not that important, the most important is i am so fed up bout this world. arh! cant understand why some of the people can still have the mood to continue their routain in the everyday of their live. i cant, i need holiday....... i want to rest. i am so damn shit, in my early of age, i want to rest? what the hell i am talking bout? why the life is so tired? why people must have their job then only can go through their life? why cant we just like the orang asli??? stay in the jungle, hunting. no more improvement in their life. stay natural,keep life easy, no more pollution, no more technology, no more, no more.....
why....... i am so tired now, i want my life just end up like this. can i?

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