话说

我又面临破产边界。

so

i am so damn fucking bloody LOST

well

tight schedule yet felt empty

黑啊

超级黑!!!!!

So, now I found out some bad news....

Very bad, real bad news!!!!

Going insane......

sigh

Emo + tired
Fuck + sleepy

不顺利

this is not real

i stunt for a moment when i realize that i went to see him profile again. this is not right, this is not RIGHT. i hate myself again, and i fall down again. i should feel grateful for what i have right now, yet i am not satisfies. humans are always greedy. i am failure, indeed.

梦境 / 现实

一扇雄伟华丽的门，打开。

盯着金环可爱的小天使，跳跃。

身穿缤纷艳丽的彩蝶，飞舞。

耀眼夺目一朵朵花多，盛开。

着美妙的一切，是梦境吧。

一双疲惫厚重的眼皮，打开。

努力让病魔缠身的细胞，跳跃。

黄金屋里的文字在握眉俏，飞舞。

无形但沉重的压力，盛开。

这残酷的一切，是现实！！

dot dot dot

i am going to collapse soon, seriously. what the monkey on earth?

不是你

多么希望，送我蓝色海豚项链的不是你；多么希望，常在我身边给于鼓励支持的不是你；多么希望，给于我细心关怀安慰的不是你；更希望，把我从失败中扶起来，伤心绝望中指引我得不是你。因为也许至少不是你的话，我会好过些。我一次又一次的伤害你，一次又一次的拒绝你，一次又一次....让你伤心，让你哭泣。你不但没有怪罪于我，却得到你一次又一次的原谅。你的坚持让我看见了你的真诚.......恒心和耐心.......而我的心不禁被你打动了。你的付出......一切我都知晓，但......在我心中的真的不是你。

omg, OMG!

alamak, i need to wait until next year! next year!!! what the....................... so how? what should i do now.....???

rain!

raining all the day, rain, rain, rain, rain, rain, rain!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! all those color had been wash out by the rain!

geng

emma, she was playing magic trick in front of me, this is so amazing...................... clap clap clap...

fall

i miss you so much than i thought, and i am falling down again and again. try so hard to find the path to get back to the same track but i failed. i try not to day dream yet you always pop out in my mind. ''i hate you'', if you are too brilliant, i know you can understand what i mean.